frankly speaking i never wanted this day to exist. especially after o level result release. early in the morning when i reached school, shueli told me siyun's posted to nj. sadness hadnt quite set in yet then. siyun came. smiled and cried and smiled and cried. then it was weiwei. the girls started crying and its seriously painful to see such a scene. im not someone who cries easily, but its really amazing how crying influences. especially when its so painful inside. val and i were trying so hard to control and not face the class after assembly cos im just too afraid that the tears will come flowing again. and yeah, guys do cry and haha its nothing to be ashamed about. we all love 06s75, that's why the tears came. 憋着眼泪会中内伤。
im proud of being a sevenfiver, being part of the 06s75 im so accustomed to for the past two months. two months may sound short to some people, definitely not short to me. because i always believe that you may know someone for a very long time, but not necessarily feel attached to that somebody. or worse still, that someone may not even know exactly who you were. its all about what we went through together, how we try so hard to make this a great class, though seriously we are lying to ourselves if we say we have no problems in class. but i feel a lot for this class. and i cannot cannot imagine the 06s75 next monday or maybe when the new ppl starts coming in and now im hearing things like ppl changing subject combinations. and i dont want him to come to our class.
this is horrible.
really hope siyun can get in. heartaching. when you see nice people leaving one by one. i will miss weiwei a lot, her many encouragements and her coolness.. and victor, for being such a nice person though he looks dao when he doesnt smile. and now no more victor standing behind me during flag raising... all the best in nj... and siyun, im crossing fingers for her to appeal successfully back here. we shall see you soon in class.
yeah as what they said, today's probably the saddest day since school started. reality pushes you up yet pulls you down at the happiest moment. i hope its like a spoilt swing, then goes up after this and stays there. but frankly speaking, i do give thanks for giving me a chance to experience 75, the 75 that i know. where im number 24. with weiwei, victor and jeremy.
