can never really describe the emotional roller coaster ride i took these days.
siyun came back to us again, weiwei had to leave, people change subj combinations, and you see new faces. ups and downs and ups and downs. but there's one thing i came to realise, if you believe hard enough, miracles really do happen. and its always till you almost lose something when you lament not treasuring enough, not holding that something dear. ohh and someone as well. no matter what happens, i will continue loving the old 06s75 and learn to love the new 06s75.
amazing. i've never felt so much for a class, it just feels very different from what i have experienced in the past. will treasure. but we all know we can never treasure enough.
think i'll miss weiwei a lot. seriously loads. she's just such a nice chap, always so encouraging and fun-loving. and im super duper touched by her determination to try to appeal in, but nevertheless hope she continues to rock in vj.
anyway, heard some ppl do some impromptu speeches during csp and there's this one who caught my attention, saying something like drawing on a piece of paper. you cant erase the marks you drew, and what's done cannot be undone.
i have no idea why but i thought of you. if there's anything i regret so much, its you. if there's anything that makes me hate myself so much, its you. if there's anything that i still cant face, its still you. no matter what or how it seems, everytime i speak to you, i talk to you, im just reminded of what i have done. how trashy everything were. i think we never understood the other side of the story. accomodation didnt work that time. and i failed terribly to listen. there's just this feeling for 'you are trying too hard'.
