okay great, school is officially over for term2. sabbaticals are considered holidays. hurhur. (: but wells, i guess the hecticness wont stop here, probably a lil different from the normal schoolday-style. sabbaticals next week, apollo fac camp next weekend and concert is next next sun! o.O
and wells, its a real farewell to miss tan, miss ho and miss wong. ): cos afterall its 5 months together and suddenly all of them disappear and by the next time we have lessons, its new faces again and a hell lot of adapting. miss tan is right in her message in the sense that everything's still gonna be fine after all, the clock continues ticking and we have to move on. cant always be seventeen. 不能永远保持现状。
ohhh and i had a very strange feeling yesterday during lunch break. i saw a familiar face in the canteen, like a face i've seen a few years back. that dark-rimmed specs and i wonder where i had seen it before. okayy a lot of ppl are wearing dark rimmed specs -.- but just THAT one. but i just cant remember.
so much about the mind, i was looking at the calendar last night. and i thought about a lot of things. it's coming soon. i dont know, but i cant stop but remind myself that. it's been so many years.
but everytime i remember it.
i remember how helpless i was when she's gone.
no matter how much i screamed she will never come back.
and hopefully this year, the hecticness can let me have a grip over myself. and learn to let go. 09:31
