day one out of the two official school days this week. just a pretty normal school day, seems to have become something like a routine lately. not exactly a very good thing, because it will be damn bad if we are living as though tomorrow is just like today. no hope, no aim. we stay put and the world moves on.
chem spa was kinda alright i suppose (shall not complain otherwise someone will come running after me with a chopper or sth) managed to get a decent number at the last minute. but well... econs, maths and chem tests that are coming are so gonna be a pain. pfft. and co, still like that. still kinda worrying. the only thing is that time is running fast. x( and i would very much like to go for the faculty camp. T.T i mean its only in j1 do we get the time to do such things and enjoy as much of college life as possible. but concert's nearing too. sighh.
anyway, some thoughts were triggered by a nice hour-long phone call just now. sometimes i just wonder, how come at some point of time, when we clearly know that something we do or say is going to create awkwardness, yet we still choose to mention it. no doubt by the end of everything, we will all say that "hey that's unintentional" but what about the subtle changes that happened during the process? what gets compromised? is it ever fair?
samantha says im a very neutral person. am i? hahah, i dont know. i know myself as someone rather emotional, but im just too scared to hurt. who knows what will happen if emotions run wild and we can no longer control them? why condemn? why label? why not give that person a chance, to prove him or herself?
im giving myself a chance to know the other side of you. 22:39
