hmm. its interesting that i actually have the real mood to blog something long today, considering its close to the end of the week and yeahh i do feel a lil tired and stuff.
anyway its halfday today thanks for the champs that the sports teams have been bagging and yeahh congrats to all (: so today was pretty slack and our dearest fickle minds made us change minds so many times between movie and buying costumes for racial harmony day tmr till it took us a freaking 2.5 hours. frankly, im very amused by it hahah and never in my life have i decided something like that for so long. i guess for every single thing, there's always a first time XD so in the end, we decided on pirates of the caribbean which was pretty good i think, captain jack is still ever-interesting. yupp. so the movie's pretty worth-the-money. but seriously, i still dont think its a good idea to watch movie during weekends despite the convenience and yadayada, cos if you have a budget like mine every week you will seriously think twice. im actually running on deficit and i have no idea why i am still spending. ): but if its on food, i probably wont mind, cos its a personal thing. haha.
on the other hand, block test results are finally all out. and let's see, i've got a BCEEU. oh well that ungraded looks really badd ): but actually im rather happy in the sense that i've passed bio for the first time in the year and its a 49. (: one more mark to D but who cares its a feat alr! so shawn, if you are reading this, you owe me a chocolate cos i pass bio. hahah and i forgot to tell you that 45 is the passing mark.
as i blogged earlier, i actually had quite a bit to say about this entire block test thing. hmm. the first important and scary thing, i think i have a problem with horrible grades. im not exactly affected by them at all, the thing is i probably will whine a bit, comment a bit, but then at the end of the day, i find myself indifferent to it. i have an inkling why im feeling like that, most probably because of the environment i was in in my upper sec days. i can still remember intially how worried i was in the beginning of sec three when im seriously not performing, but soon i simply reasoned that there's no pt comparing, getting myself so stressed and its not worth it and i can always work at my own pace and try to better myself the next time. but try this for one and a half years, you get into the state of what i am now today.
but its still the same me. i dont deny grades are important at this point of time, we are students afterall. but there's seriously something more than just grades. a person can never be measured quantitatively. but its very sad when i see a lot of people doing something because of the sake of doing it, for the sake of something else, but not for the sake of that subject involved.
but anyway congrats to those who did well ((: and people like me who screwed up something here and there. i think we can jiayou together and meanwhile you can try making me feel a little more worried about my school work. that might help, who knows. =p
i think too much tonight? i think so too. or maybe because half the time i dont say a thing no one knows and yeah. there's a lot of things i dont usually tell, unless i can trust you and you can understand that the things i say are not really nuts. sevenfive has been great really. great people, great environment. and i should say i've opened up quite a bit, i guess its the feeling that sometimes when you feel comfortable its easier to talk.
and sometimes i think back. maybe my sec four classmates wont know me better than you guys. i didnt change at all.
okay wait that sounded pathetic. oh wells.
alright, time to stop. its getting out of hand, the entry is long. 21:36
