gone are the term tests which i probably screwed up again despite convincing myself that i cant. anyway the econs dept was out to kill me when siva announced that it was question two, but it seriously made me realise that you can actually crap for econs (and not stone when you cant do sciences)
okay this is random as usual. but frankly speaking, i find myself more and more random and it seems as though for most of the things that i have done, im going by pure instinct. doing what i think is right, doing what i know i want to do. and it seems that every action, every decision is very much ruled by the heart. the brain needs a rest, weighing everything's pros and cons... suggesting that everything can be quantified? can be measured. then how so?
i dont know how rational i can still be at this point of time. but isnt it true that by being too rational you miss tons of opportunities and chances you could otherwise have seized. but then again, you make wrong choices when you listen to your heart too much.
how i wish things can be that simple, but the fact is its just too hard to do. the brain and the mind dont seem to like each other very much, which explains the many conflicting thoughts in me recently.
can you tell me should i follow my heart once again? 21:04
