feeling great because 1. im no longer having a terrible stomachache i had been having almost the entire day, kind of got better at the end of the school day 2. maths test is over! (: i shall leave the worrying for grades till another day, the only question i was sure of was 3a. HAHA.
went yong's hse to slack around after school, (being the random usual self, i had wanted to pay shawn a visit for no good reason since its just nearby, too bad she's still in school haha) and the guys went to swim again! its quite interesting to see them getting a routine of exercises, keeping fit and everything... which makes me wonder what exactly happened to my resolution to exercise more. -.-
anyway watched brotherhood on dvd and seriously its a damn good movie. touching brotherly love. haha and the other girls were sniffing away and then i was "hmm why am i not crying? haha" but the last scene when the old man broke down and cry, i really couldnt tahan alr. haha the tears just came. i didnt cry.
and the movie made me think more of something else. its more about seeing someone you loved dying in front of you. i have no idea whether i have gotten over it or not, but i guess such things you dont exactly erase them away from your memories. just have that feeling that time seems to only start healing the wound this year, but at least its something.
maybe sometimes i will think about it again.
but i hope it has since ceased to become a nightmare.
