i wonder whether it's the exam stress. just a while ago, i was still worried over not feeling stressed up over the coming promos. i mean, it's good that im starting to worry a bit instead of being totally numbed like some block of wood or something, but weird things are starting to happen.
one, im starting to whine a hell lot, maybe i need an outlet or something. sometimes the pent up frustration seriously has to go before i self-destruct or something, especially during maths revision, which brings me to the next point.
maths! it shouldnt even be considered maths revision at all, i should just change it to maths re-learning. it has brought to me many episodes of frustration and now the thought of maths seriously dreads me. and come to think of it, i'll try not to push back the looking through of my maths stuff later. and i dont know why i just felt like crying after bio lab and before maths tutorial, i havent even seen mr ng's face, i havent even stepped into the room, the frustration is already there. but then again, crying didnt seem like a proper option.
ok. i think im stressed.
and there's maths lecture tmr. somebody, please save me. ): 20:56
