so today was open house, erm should say some parts of it were pretty boring, but for those parts that were not, they were actually quite fun - like the performance, some moments while manning the booth and the mass dances. but then again, the open house is quite sian, cos its the same old chinese high and nanyang people (though it feels good to see some of the juniors again) and since the ip cohort has become bigger, it probably means there's less people from other schools.
which comes to the point that i should treasure the diversity in 75 haha. we have so many people from so many different places xD like a rojak, you mix with everyone and not jus stick to old secondary school friends...
guess today was a much better day than yesterday cos it was seriously quite shit. i was feeling really pissed off at my parents and myself over dumb things like grades. okay fine, they are not dumb because they determine your future -.- i mean, there's no need for you guys to dismiss my efforts in trying to improve, i was so happy to get a D for chem and all you guys showed to me was your unhappiness about it. 3 grades aint that easy to jump afterall. :\ i do want your recognition, but it seems that i could never be good enough. sigh
maybe i should just stop any form of discussions about grades with my parents. the result slip at the end of everything will suffice. i need some space.
but my point is today is indeed much much better than yesterday. oh yeah, ultimately, im still a happy girl today (:
