it's spring cleaning for me today and i did quite a bit of clearing up. but too bad the amount of junk just adds up every year, so only the shelves got their rubbish off.
there were a lot of things i considered throwing - those things of the past. every piece of them brings some bit of memories, i mean at the end of the day, they are the only things that remind me of those memories left. because no matter how i dont want to admit, there are some things that i wont remember unless i see something. they are not there anymore to be recollected anytime i want.
but in the end, i threw some away. i laughed at how i had lived then, smiled and said goodbye. there are some things that dont mean as much anymore. maybe keeping them will just serve as a hurting reminder that everything moves on, and people come and go, things appear and disappear, and the 'ranking list' deep in my heart probably has undergone yet another reshuffling.
yet another year has almost passed, it's the end of something and the beginning of something and the middle of something. some things have definitely changed, though some havent fortunately and unfortunately.
new stuff will fill the empty spaces i hope, then the old and new will coexist again.
things never work the way you want them to be; those deserved to be forgotten still linger; how i wish we can all clean off all the rubbish that cloud the mind. 13:00
