heh it's been a month since the holidays started and seriously i should stop thinking i still have loads of time for me to play with. okay but at least i've done some work so if i wake up from my slumber now, then maybe things wont be that bad when the holiday period is ending (:
okay, so that's a wake-up exclamation.
to move on, i went for fungmin's and robert's cg outing at east coast today. not that bad i should say, at least i didnt feel kind of awkward and rather welcomed. haha. thanks people (:
which leads to another random thought, its kind of amazing when two strangers meet and in no time, you can call that person a friend (or maybe acquiantances), the human heart just yearns for company like that. then what about those people who build tall barriers around them for whatever reasons they may have, arent their hearts the same? wanting company but at the same time just too afraid to open up? and even when we have a lot of friends, how many really will be there when we need someone?
and how well do we really know the people around us that we call friends.
for this, let's face it, i still have a long way to go.
because for me, at this time, some secrets still ought to remain as secrets for some. i shouldnt feel apologetic i guess, cos i cant exactly blame myself when the time is still not right and im not ready.
on a side note, hcco chalet and sevenfive chalet tmr till fri. (im still feeling damn sianned cos they both clash)
