i think i love the hsbc advertisement - the one that has two contrasting pictures and statements. isnt it so true that to everything, there will be two very different views to them? someone told me she loved the old days last year, she missed those times. but there i was, listening, but i was too scared to tell her that i was more than glad to leave those days behind. in your small groups, you saw happiness and bliss. in my isolation, im sorry but i saw none of those. perhaps not in you.
i rather be miserable first and embrace the bliss upon discovery of something great happening in my life again, so i will know to treasure every bit of it. to indulge in happiness first and then to realise that everything has slipped away is far too painful i guess. the kind of 'im missing it' wont be the same i suppose?
what you seeing now, is probably what i saw last year. just that it took me a year before you to come to the same conclusion.
i may be blind, stuck in my own play then; but its okay now; even if you talk to me no more; 10:08
