usually, i believe everything happens for a reason.
but sometimes, i couldnt find the reason for some things that are happening. especially things that upset. things i question, yet i dont get any answers or response.
and then again, do mood swings happen for a reason? sounds ridiculous i think. but it's getting tough to hide them, and it's getting increasingly difficult to pack up my feelings at the end of the day and tell myself that tomorrow's a new start, a better day. i feel as though im lying to myself, as the day unfolds. the fluctuation of moods can kill.
dont ask me anything. i dont even know why im feeling this way. it's not the first day, there gotta be some end to it. damn.
and i miss you more during days like that. just that you are there no more.
no answers, no response, but i refuse to believe; You will have a plan; and sing to me of the plans that you have for me again; 22:09
