with the bouts of anxiety initially, and then the total relief. it's like when you muster a lot of courage to do something, and you hope for the best for it (with the consequences of failing nagging you so badly at the back of the mind) you yearn for the best, you dread the worst. but if things work out, you can go grinning like crazy for one whole night.
had a nice talk with dad. i would never imagined that i would be able to do that really, cos frankly speaking i've never done so. if something scares me, chatting like that with my family members does freak me out. afterall, its not a family that shares everything. : a little step at a time.
prayers answered, i thank You. (:
2 days to a brand new year, what's gonna end it this time round? 22:12
