i should say its a very refreshing experience, and there's gotta be a lot a lot a lot of stuff that im going to learn, it's going to a long journey. watched 'passion of the christ' and the brutal scenes pained. He bore all our sins and died for us on the cross.
and i really wanna learn to love You the way You love us.
now that i took that step of faith, at times the fear for parental objection still nags me badly. i wanna let them know, i want to let them know that it's a personal decision on where my faith lies. but maybe at this point, im just too scared, not enough courage mustered. it's exactly i know the consequences thats why the fear. but not letting you guys know about it, is definitely not a long-term option. my instinct tells me it's a bursting bubble.
it's as though hopes are raised, and could be crushed anytime.
what are the odds?
but at least, i guess talking to fungmin and raphael just now helped a bit.
