i was just somehow disillusioned today. just realised that there's really no point in convincing myself a fact that no longer existed. i should stop assuming it's reality. reality is that some things have changed till whatever im holding dearly to is slowly slipping away. or has slipped away. and when a phrase's no longer true, it's time to stop saying it. it irks me sometimes how fake it sounded. and it's worse when im the one saying it. damned.
sometimes i wonder whether others see the same things or not. but from what im seeing and hearing, it's not a prertty picture anymore.
i know its inevitable with time people change. no im not feeling sore about it. im just feeling weird why i felt a lil upset. i shouldnt be feeling this way, because life is really too short to get upset over such trivial stuff.
okay. cheer up.
anyway, the class met up with the jnr class after sch. ah wells, hopefully as time passes, things will get a lil better and stuff.
it's been a tiring day and its only the beginning of the week. zzz. how great. 21:30
