you know sometimes when you feel like doing something, but yet you cant. sometimes when you know something is right and ought to be done, but yet you do the wrong things. think im living that recently. which really shouldnt be the case, but then again, some things cannot be controlled by simple discipline.
afterall, it's heart over mind. i dont want to drown myself with all the emotional stuff because they can kill. who am i kidding? all the smiles in school.
once again, i opted for distractions and more distractions. been doodling with the class' baby photo collage this whole night just to keep my mind away from all the funny things.
