really, im not always that moody. but however it may seem that blog entries nowadays kind of stopped depicting some naturally fun elements that's happening now and then. i just had a random thought just now, so i thought of typing it down and see how amusing it will sound months or years later.
no doubt i give thanks to whatever happiness and comfort i experience in my life, but sometimes, just sometimes all the rubbish crap and unhappiness and whatsoever made everything seem like a joke. because we cannot predict what's going to happen in the next minute. we cant even predict our own mood swings, not to say others' mood swings. and everytime i say i had enough, i failed to predict more episodes are coming.
since the year has started, work has piled up like never before. as usual, i never treasure enough until i've lost something, in this case the freedom and free time in year one. procrastination is still there i guess, but the feeling is just never the same anymore. grades just happen to nag more than they used to do last time. and i dont like it at all.
take it or leave it. leave it and i'll die.
but anyway on a lighter note, yong's birthday celebration yesterday was not bad i guess. just that the fact that i wished it didnt rain at all. haha oh wells. and borat's funny, but damn damn sick. zzz.
okay i suppose it's enough rambling for the weekend. gotta go mug chem. 12:03
