you know i feel as though im living two different ways at times.
just admit it, both of us are very different individuals with very different opinions. but since the game started we all have to follow the rules and we are counterparts all the way. sometimes i just wish you would give me the clear definition of what you think is right and wrong, so i would not have to guess and prevent myself from making so many unnecessary wrong steps. cos at this point of time, what you think is right, is way too wrong for me.
im like blindfolded in this game of yours. i dont know where im supposed to go, what im supposed to do so that in the end we will both be happy and rejoice.
i tried so hard and nothing is reciprocated. the last thing i want is to be snapped back at like that.
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don't get me wrong, school has been great really. academically a little stressful i agree, but i guess im handling them more at ease now thankfully. verbal signs of giving up are not counted. afterall they are really not the main sources of lethargy.
and surprisingly i loved the lunch today, all the brainteasers, all the laughters (: and my angel identity exposed, and singapore's really small cos my mortal actually lives somewhere near me. woah.
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i think i know why i treasure little details so much already. because they bring the most unexpected joy on days like these. 20:52
