call me funny, crazy, weird or whatsoever, but i think i've wronged dr siva and im not feeling exactly nice about this whole thing. last time, it occured just so naturally to put the blame on him, you know, not being able to understand, crappy notes yadayada, and now come to think of it, i think i was just being plain selfish and ignorant. heh. it's just so easy to put the blame others and half the time, the last person i blame is probably myself. i forgot three other fingers are pointing back at me when i point at a person. i clean forgot. so sinful.
think i also forgot what mrs seah told us last time back in ny, conclusions lead to observations. think i really didnt give him much chances, i ought to i guess. it's only right then. i was forgiven so many times by You for all the stupid things i've done, who i am not to give someone another chance. it's not that i dont give people chances, i just didnt give him.
i should, starting tmr. (:
though i still hope that he can be a little more tactful, a little more understanding towards us, and of course not so work-orientated.
but anyway, i finished learning the apollo fac dance! yay. though i had to stare at alicia half the time when im doing the moves. plus, i keep forgetting to do the jump bullboy thing, and i ALWAYS lag 2 beats. -.- but it just felt good after learning the entire thing and doing it. i still love the stabbing part of the dance, muahaha. im so sadistic.
ok. no more crap. bio spa tmr. back to mugging. muggerlicious.rarrr. 21:30
