sometimes i just think i cannot give thanks enough, afterall so many things have changed. it's not exactly the problems that have changed, but rather how im leading my life.
i remember how i used to be so tough on myself. telling myself to be really strong inside, so i can prove them wrong. so i just piled up everything possible inside me until one day when i cant take it anymore i'll just sit down and cry. and the next day, i'll continue piling those craps onto myself again. being strong is not wrong, but i guess it was just self-torturing then. i wonder why.
my changing point. 23rd dec 06. never will i forget. the day when the void is filled.
and my new year resolution, i didnt forget. i kept you in my prayers.
