just a random point here, i hope i've gained weight after this whole festive holiday season. (: oh yeah all for the target of BMI 18.0!
i've really eaten like a pig during cny, so much of it being a pig year. all the food and tidbits especially, but then again such bingeing is probably gonna earn me a clotted blood vessel instead. sighh. and all the crappy pimple outbreaks due to the sudden heatiness! rarrgh.
school starts once again tmr and i've got tons of things undone as yet. dont remind me of maths tutorial, its becoming a sensitive topic lately. and im proud of the speed at which the gp AQ was done. woots. i've successfully slacked. oh whatever :\
i've figured out i shall work at my own pace. whichever it is. this is definitely not a good year for mental breakdown.
and thanks for those two msn convos last night, think they helped, though its hard to understand why. i was just not feeling myself somehow. apparently i've worried for nothing yesterday, i've found enough strength to face it today (thank God). it was really a pleasant surprise.
one more baby step taken. i wish for the day i can stand on the mountaintop and sing to my heart's content. 21:01
