it just feels totally great, back using the internet. the dearest router and connection have decided not to pit against me finally after this whole screwy week.
but i guess for everything absent, you feel the presence of something else otherwise not felt. maybe this is just God's timely moment for me to start the whole momentum to revise and mug hard for my blocks. i just realised this blocks matter to me quite a bit, because it's not just an academic assessment, but rather i need it to prove to my parents that i'm not what they think i am. i'm more than what you think i am capable of.
do you know how hard it is, to always try so hard to gain ur approval? i'm freaking tired. but the fight must continue, till i emerge victorious.
so yeah my point is, block test is not just a normal exam. yes the academics matter, but let's take it as i'm viewing this whole assessment very differently. this is not a rash decision.
