it's amazing how so few words can piss me off so badly just now. and even more amazing how so few words can manage to refresh and make my day.
maybe this is just how things go. without darkness, where's the light?
anyway i dont want to be angry at you. because in the end i think it affected me more than i expected, every single time. i wonder why i bothered to in the first place. gahh, all the great talks of not knowing how the damned mind works.
and looking at the pile of snacks i have on my working desk, i've found out one of the best ways to cheer myself up. supermarket shopping! (i shall not bother whether it sounds auntieish or not -.- ) it just feels super good to stroll down those tall shelves, grabbing things to prepare myself for future binges. but of course, this probably only works on days when i feel rich. ((:
who cares, as long as i've made myself happier. i need to. 22:07
