because stagnant means nothing much is really going on. and i find myself searching for the dying peace amidst all these. i didnt feel good during the whole process, so i've decided to stop and just let Him decide when He wants to make things work. sometimes the more i meddle with something, the further i am from where i want to be right from the start.
gonna be busy this weekend with co prac and rehearsal. but i should give thanks for the good timing, i really need something i can divert my attention to.
this is just going to be a tough period. but never mind, my birthday wish is going to come true, i'll be physically and emotionally stronger. 22:59
