the eighteenth year. should i say it's now a milestone?
hoho, now that i'm of legal age to drink alcohol, watch m18, drive(?!). but somehow i dont feel much older from what i feel yesterday, thank goodness, i dont want to grow up so quickly. it's better and safer staying small in this complicated world.
and somehow i feel that sometimes things just work out so amazingly. maybe yesterday's pain was to remind me how much i ought to treasure every laughter brought to my face and with it, love becomes valuable. because only with love and pain, then reality that is. if anyone actually gets what i mean.
anyway many thanks to many many people for making this birthday a memorable one, though it's nothing close to elaborate celebration, but nonetheless heartwarming. (:
special thanks to o6sevenfive for the greetings, the bursting of my handphone inbox with big and small messages all of which are really heartwarming (: , and yes thanks for those blessed gifts and cards too (: oh yes, and the really nice birthday song dedication with simon on the guitar haha! i still cant believe i actually asked for it. hoho.
and of course, with the sevenfive love, thanks for the juniors' best wishes as well haha. and i still love my angel chiki and mortal honghui (: haha you people still rock.
not forgetting dearest ce2 for the birthday surprise and gift and cake haha! hcco sang me a birthday song haha! and thanks guys for the nice cake from island creamery, and of course the many many heartfelt wishes (:
plus plus many many random people who wished me personally or by sms haha. it's indeed a day of unexpectedness and i think i just feel loved.
(and yes shawn tay, you have been forgiven for forgetting my birthday haha.)
but at the very end of the day, the people that i hope so badly to remember this day did not in the end. maybe it just did not mean so much as i wanted you to think it is. never mind, i shall remember my first wish on this eighteenth year - eunice shall be a strong girl.
and lastly, happy eighteen to me.
there must be a reason for all to happen. every single thing. 21:36
