at least for once, i think im sharing a bit more than how i used to in the past. though i still have to admit that im still wary about what i share to who, but no more are those days when i'll just bottle everything up and wait for the day when everything cant be kept in. thinking back, it's really just self-inflicting torture.
so maybe its a good thing that i'm changing. that great deal amount of trust, that great deal of risk im taking. please let my decision be right. because inside me, there's still this slight tinge of fear of trusting in the wrong people. :\
but anyway siyun's msg this afternoon was really unexpected, but that really put a smile onto my face. (:
sometimes i just wonder, those times that i get stuck in many situations, do i actually know the solution at the back of my head? and i just conveniently stuffed them at the back of my head, and continue my so-called fight only to find it a futile attempt. i feel as though im asking for more trouble i can handle.
breakthrough;
on the other hand, on a happier note, girls' date to town after school today but sam and val had to leave early for school so its one-on-one date with dearest fatimah. haha. all the pigging out, we figured out we are testimonies that skinny people can eat a lot (: and of course all those window shopping and both of us were complaining and complaining how come the skirts nowadays are even smaller and shorter than a a4-sized paper. tsktsk haha. and yeah thanks for the company. =D
