my back hurts like crazy now ): didnt help that i've been sleeping for the past hour, not to mention in that awkward position. rah. and i'm pleasantly surprised by US's council election gimmick - a bright yellow cushion from ikea, because it totally saved me during maths tutorial.
and today, i have this very strong feeling that i am in self-denial. i feel poisoned, the kind you know that will eat you up slowly and much without your knowledge. because i can feel myself falling into the trap, and the worst thing is i don't want to wake up from this nightmare. i don't understand, so weird.
again and again as i have emphasised, the human mind is complicated. maybe physical pain aggravated it unfortunately haha.
anyway, juniors are going for syf tmr afternoon. go juniors! (: this reminds me, i went back on saturday before co prac for my overdue visit and i would say you guys are in good hands, take pride and all the best. and i realise mrs ee still inspires after so long. i miss her like crap, i bet two years back then i wouldnt have even realised that.
so tmr, with spirit and love, play the music that we have grown to be so accustomed to. the nyco music.
