i'm finally back home after a whole string of events today. okay so i'm now physically lethargic, but i probably cant sleep because there's too many things still running inside my head.
need time to chill and breathe i suppose. somehow that's probably when all the thoughts will seep slowly into the mind and take over the steering wheel. and i will think and think and think and think.
pastor jeff mentioned life transformations during the sermon today. indeed, i guess life has changed for me more or less, realistic to say not in the ultra dramatic sense, but enough to be felt and be touched. true that the situation may not have changed for the better, but i probably will be more prepared for the challenges. be a stronger girl, live a better life.
and yes, at times i do feel like sharing His love because it's real. maybe it felt real because i've felt it really, i remembered peiting told me before that she couldnt feel anything when she first went to visit a church, so i figured out perhaps what the discussion between my dad and i still hold true: it's all about personal faith. so though i would very much hope that you will come to experience that love, really i see no point in pressurising and making everyone really cynical about it. so yeah point made. (:
and i've really gotta say ce2 is really good company seriously. yay hwachong caregroup, plus tifen and fongyee. haha! dinner at chin huat seafood @ marina was fun, kenneth and tianruo can be crowned our dearest chefs (: all the blahblah laughters and yongsheng's screams whenever the oil splattered. -.- and then arcade time was total chaos. played panic park for the first time, hahaha and oh my, it's imba crap to play because it's just against brute strength hahaha. but it was damn fun i think (: then heading home with all those soft singing on the mrt xD
this group of people, new in my life, really ought to be thanked. you guys are seriously a bunch of joy to have around. and you people make me look forward to thursdays and saturdays hoho. and tifen, if you are reading this, i'll miss you very very very much if you really move to east A. ): but i'll always give thanks for having the chance to know you great girl.
on the other hand, i have some suspicions yet to be confirmed. sometimes i rather i dont know so much, or rather i dont think too much, dont read too much. heh. 23:59
