i just want to spend the day remembering how Jesus died on the cross for our sins two thousand plus years ago. all of God's sacrificial love. and where i've been now since the day i accepted You into my life.
those nails so harsh, yet You chose it.
and sometimes i can really sing of your love forever.
anyway, today i was pleasantly surprised by some stuff, and they mean a lot more because they come from people who do not appear before me most of the time. but sometimes its just in the plans, those timely moments, those right people. i just have this feeling that all along i've been looking in the wrong direction, and have missed out on one of the greatests. so it does bring joy to start breathing on the right track again i suppose.
and dinner at rong guang bbq seafood tonight was torturing yet fulfiling. torturing because all dishes ordered were spicy and hot and yours truly cant stand spicy food. so that accounted for the mad rush sipping on the straw and downing two glasses of iced water. fulfiling cos the seafood was just great (: i live to eat.
oh yes. i need to gain weight. im losing more than im gaining. eeks. 21:41
