just saw this really great message from bong on zhengyou's blog that will never make me look at the three words hua2 yue4 tuan2 in the same way, ever again. that connection and ganjue, i guess its high time to really open up those senses. i dont know but it seems like when you've got something right, then there will be this undescribable feeling that surges inside. and you get the 'yes, this is it" feeling. haha.
yeah. gonna be it, on the stage. 10th may. (:
anyway, life's getting hectic but who really cares (except for the sleepy part) because afterall it's something that i can enjoy, its still worth it in the end. its like a personal mental challenge and it will be such a great sense of accomplishment at the end of everything if all go well. and of course, i have to admit there may be a selfish agenda, to distract me from everything that's upsetting me. but nvm, life goes on, and its just the same cycle of emo stuff i hope.
things are improving at home, not a lot, but at least something is better than nothing. but i seriously need financial aid if this carries on :\
and by the way, i wonder how many actually noticed the nightsky as they walked out from the school middle gate. it's always star-filled (: it's been the case for just now and last night, and that kinda cheered me up a little. all these little seemingly insignificant wonders haha. and im definitely going to observe again on wednesday night.
and as for now. back to studies. the report card is back home. damned. 21:49
