if i can sing away all those woes hidden deep in this self of mine, let me sing throughout the night. so i can wake up tomorrow to see that tinge of joy again.
when you said you understood, i dont even want to care whether you truly understand what i was talking about. because the thought that someone actually understands simply comforts.
i always say "you are not alone". its kind of weird because at times i wish someone will truly understand what im going through now. but at times its just plain cruel to see anyone go through this kind of pain.
i dont want a home i would end up classifying as hell. it's just not right.
i dont even imagine that being loved is a right, because if you say they scold because they love me, it's unreasonable love, unconditional love. some tough love.
i envy people with great relationships with their families. i really do.
and tonight im just plain tired of putting a strong front after all these. but tmr in school, keep strong. tonight, just sing. 19:04
