teach my heart to stop wandering around till i have no idea what exactly is going on.
been feeling a lot of opposites. i think sometimes im just getting restless when im not supposed to. and i can feel alone amist crowds. i can feel the tinge of sadness even when im laughing. maybe just face it, emo eunice without sleep will be ultimate emo-ness.
this phase of life feels foreign. yes, it's busy. but this whole set of emotions are very different from i had felt in the past. i want to learn to control them well, gah. teach me how teach me how teach me how. i'll be leaving them in prayers day in day out, so that wont be a day when i will look into the mirror and know that the person in front of it is no longer me.
but somehow at this point of time, some people ought to be thanked. thanks for being such a great help, thanks for all those encouragements or just thanks for being there to listen. sometimes a listening ear is just so important.
