liberation feels good indeed. and only today, have i realised how burdened i was by that incident all these while. because all along, i didnt have a "before" and "after" to compare, until today i felt so lifted up. i could just lift my hand and really sing.
i'm not chucking memories of her aside. she just meant too much to me for me to do so. but now, it's an entire different meaning already.
