so i was walking home from the bus stop late at night just now again. the route was very dark, and right now i have a couple of things in my mind that i cant seemingly put aside, but i just... felt very safe. really it's as though with you around, i can just sing my way home.
... at ease. haha.
for everything, when its meant to be, it will happen. just breathe and not be anxious. if its not not, then it will be later.
as long as its not okay, its not the end. because we will emerge victorious from this race.
as for the risks im taking, though i would be silly to say they dont matter to me, but there's no other way already. this block test 2 has already meant something different to me. slowly, i'll convince you that im not wasting my life for nothing. its investing in something real and good. and i'll look forward to the day when you finally give that nod of agreement. 00:24
