i think im suffering pretty severe mood swings right now. behind those closed doors, buried in the room with notes everywhere. the sudden motivation saying that i can do this and everything and everything will be possible as long as i believe, and the next moment i can be really down and feel like throwing in the towel.
my eyes are tired. i feel like just snuggling in my bed that's just waiting so quietly at the corner, and go straight to lalaland.
but then again if you don't even do your best, no one's gonna bless you man, eunice.
rah.
whinesssssssssssssssssssssssss.
and sometimes (and very frequently now) i feel the gulf. and yes this is no generation gap. 21:39
