22 June 2007
i suppose in this frenzy to try do some decent revision for blocks, i've put some things aside these days. and until today when you asked me that question, i knew something was terribly wrong immediately.
i feel very very intruded right now. now i look at the things around me, and i just have this instinct that they have all been touched by someone else. things were flipped, things were read. not that im exactly possessive over my stuff, but its just that i would very much still prefer to have that basic level of piracy.
i dont need anyone to deprive me of that.
if you ask, i will say. but you did otherwise and that pissed me off quite a bit. but i think im worried too because now i sense distrust.
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where are my rights!
and where are you. i want to talk to you. and i figured out something, what keeps us online is probably the idea of waiting for someone to come online. which someone, you decide. but when that right messenger alert pops up, thats when you know. and when it has become such a natural habit, you forgot what makes you come online right from the start.
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