im definitely on some rollercoaster ride recently. that same old feeling churning again, and it sure doesnt feel too good when sickness came for its visit these few days as well. eating porridge all day long is not funny when i dislike it so much.
what was it that im disillusioned about? teach me to set my eyes somewhere else. teach me to cope with the disappointment. teach me how to look at departures and leavings in a new perspective. mould and chisel me into someone stronger.
and while i may not be faithful in believing all the times, thanks for being faithful in your love all the time. 10:15
