now that blocks are over, i truly gave thanks to your faithfulness throughout the week. like what was said today, its like experiential learning. i know it because i've experienced it. all the afternoons and nights of sustaining that strength to push on and hang on, and all the lovely encouragements received from the people you have put around me.
really, lots of thanks.
haha giving thanks makes me feel blessed, even when things get tough sometimes and things are not as pretty as we want them to be. just like accidental pencil marks on a clean canvas, they are not pleasing to the eye and so we rub hard at them. but more often, we end up smudging the markings and made things worse.
and i was a little disappointed at myself today actually. because i dont know why i got pretty much affected by the bus incident yesterday and the feeling was horrible. its like as though im feeling something my mind tells me is wrong and yet i cant help it.
figured out certain relationships affect more than the others. and this particular one is really taking a toll on me.
