sometimes i do stupid things. sometimes i still harbour those stupid thoughts even when i know i shouldnt. you know, sometimes i just cannot help it. and the more i try to resist all of them, the more they repel back at me.
and so i emo-ed and had swaying mood swings, and things didnt get better of course and got worse instead. not even back to square one. it became something further from where i originally was. oh wells, all part and parcel of life i suppose, all the stupid things that we did, are doing and will do.
but i suppose your grace is really enough for all. thankyou. (:
to you i surrender, but teach me how to be open and share my life. im tired of all the surface relationships.
it's not about what im going through now. you and me, all the same. it's about what i've gone through back then.
