i shall be a good girl and not lie. i am stressed really.
teach me to cling onto those promises, teach me to be faithful all the time. if ever there's one day there's something you cant do, thats because im the one who stopped believing. and i dont want to fall back to those old days seriously.
so even when you dont seem to be listening, im certain you are listening at one corner. like a parent teaching a toddler to walk, he cant hold on to the child all the time. pamper more and the child won't learn. mould me please, into someone stronger.
i think im starting on a mugging movement never before in my life. :\
sometimes talking to you doesnt work because you cannot understand. relating is nothing identical to understanding. and you are no way close to relating as well. sometimes you are one reason why i still hesitate to get attached more to relationships around me. rare times when i open up, and you left me bleeding there. oh wells. heal my heart and make it clean. 22:43
