and i foresee in the coming days, things are not going to be any better. i have to play it safe, i can't afford to lose in this game. the game of tolerance must go on no matter what. but somehow i just figured out just now that being prepared for all these conflicts does not exactly help me to accept it more readily.
it's like inside me, i'm really hoping that it will not happen. so you can imagine, the disappointment when those first few words entered my ear. i thought i could feel the tears. but hell no. im not going to show you the tears and prove you wrong.
sometimes i really hope you can hear me out. and try to understand that you are hurting me. maybe the time is not right yet, i still dont see a way out. thanks to those who tried to offer some form of comfort, but really you get the idea what it exactly feels like when all these while all i want is some form of encouragement from her. just a little will do, im not asking for a basketful or something.
why is it that some things can be experienced by others so easily and yet so hard for some?
can i trust that you are unfair but indeed just? 20:14
