whoever said tears can be controlled must be crapping big time.
today it just hit me that i was really insecure in my identity in you. and its really scary how insecurity, discouragement, and the pain can make my self confidence level an all-time low. and how logical is it to protect myself from more pain and criticism by retorting something mean back.
it's really true when they say those you love the most hurt you the most.
but i really dont want to continue like that. help me start anew. fix those pieces inside and tear those tears and we can move on from here. so with arms high and heart abandoned, im making a pact that i want to change whatever it is, anything that's within my ability, i'll change.
be secure in you.
and thanks fungmin. heh can never give thanks enough for what you have done today.
and thanks shawn for your random verse of the day. 1 peter 5:7 i dont think its random at all. maybe randomness has its own timings as well. 23:45
