i think im seeking for some answers to answer some questions. especially during this point of my life.
what answers were i looking for exactly? frankly speaking, i have not much idea. i know im seeking something, but i have no idea what. and no answers seem to be satisfactory. oh maybe thats because i cannot even define my questions properly.
maybe one day when i've known what im looking for, then i will stop waking up in the middle of the night sometimes, and be troubled by things of the unknown. this whole abstract business bothers me really.
i think i really dont know you at all. you are becoming a stranger to me with each passing day. and maybe sooner or later, our lives will split such that we will never meet again. but guess what, i still remember what you told me on the first day we met. and i never thought then, that you would be doing to me what your friends did to you back then. and i remembered, there were tears in your eyes when you said that.
down the memory lane, but never quite the one for academic work. sigh. 22:33
