one of the those blank-out times came again, sigh. a new bout of apathy just hit me, say a few hours ago? i wonder why my mind keeps switching to the blanking out mode. does it mean some things need to be erased from the mind temporarily so that nothing drastic would be felt? or does it simply stem from boredom?
sometimes maybe its better not to always search for a human answer. some things are just naturally harder to explain than others.
and im really getting tired of prom shopping, because it gets exasperating when you are shopping under time constraints and especially shoes when manufacturers only challenge how high a freaking pair of heels can go up till. so today i just settled down with this pointed flats. urgh whatever, its not flats, because i think theres a 1cm heel or something. i think, i just ran out of patience with myself then.
hmmm, just knew that last caregroup clashes right on with class chalet. ): sadded. but guess perhaps i'll just take day 2 afternoon out and join the cg, afterall i dont think i'll bear to miss any of it, pretty torn apart. =\
in the end, it all boils down to choices isnt it? choices everyday, we just cant miss them. 00:28
