i dont like the way some things catch me by surprise. especially when they are not all that pleasant after all.
that statement caught me by surprise, and there goes my attention and concentration since after lunch.
there's a lot of things i've yet to understand, and maybe i'll never get the answers. but i'll learn to take it as it is, but sometimes i just wish it all didnt happen.
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thanks for the phone call. even when i think i wasnt coherent, i wasnt making sense, but thanks for just being there and understanding.
