so i think you were right. i'll just take this chance and really see who are the ones who will stay till the very end. i may be afraid that people will fail the test, and i may be afraid of being disappointed, but at the end, i cannot do much anyway.
i dont hold the reins. im not the driver of the car that picks and drops people along the way. the road may be bumpy, but i really hope you will stay on. but then again, you dont hold the reins either.
havent i asked myself that question so many times? and havent i gotten the answer? knowing and accepting, are indeed two issues.
and i cant believe that im drilling a hole myself to get myself stuck in. sometimes these are the dumb decisions that i make and i hope i laugh at them one day. because apparently 18 years of life, i havent laughed at myself enough yet.
i will be okay soon. (:
and a levels are ending soon! 4 more papers and then the long awaited liberation. this month sure passes quickly, like any other time.
and this is random, but i want to watch the japanese movie 'hero' after As. (: 23:22
