so in your eyes, im leading life aimlessly because im nt chasing after a job for money nor the experience unlike many others. but the fact is as long as i can cover my expenses, im totally fine with it. so here comes the problem, there is a conflict between us regarding this issue, and its getting increasingly difficult for me to account my actions and expenses everyday.
when i came clean with you that day, it was the truth, but not the complete one. the condition that we agreed on was the best as it seemed on that day at that moment, but that means you will not know the rationale of what im doing right now.
argh. the pain of the phrase "a step at a time", when things dont happen like that usually.
tmr marks the start of my wondrous night job - tuition. ahhh. i hope i stop coughing at night like i always do since i got sick.
heal me please (: i promise to drink more and pee more. HAHA. 22:19
