so my job ended today haha, and as siewkeng puts it, im officially unemployed once again (at least in my parents' eyes, since tuition is supposed to be considered supplementary in nature pfft) was glad that it kind of ended, not because i didnt enjoy it, but rather the physical pain is getting into me. numb soles and painful knees. heh.
and you know what, i finally found out the answer to the reason why i've been feeling rather unhappy and wrongly burdened about the whole issue. there is a conflict between what i usually believe in and what is happening around me right now.
yes, my future is decided, but pardon me i dont really like doing things for the sake of doing. there is a missing link somehow which i cannot find... such are difficult things that have to handled with much care and sensitivity.
