the life im leading now brings excitement, and at the same time the tinge of fear of the unknown. schedule is always planned week by week, unlike in the past when school meant that things would be similar almost every weekday.
it's not about counting down to some doomsday like last year, but rather its like grasping things around me and making each day count the most as each day passes. pursuing those things that are important to me, and juggling the different obligations, of course, that each and every one of us has at the same time. in fact, i think i prefer it this way. minus away the disgusting transport fares, esp the LRT's. every tapping of the ezlink card makes me think of my expenses ):
and yeah, i want to meet up with so many people. but the situation im in right now does not exactly permit it. wells wells. pfft.
it's not as simple as black and white, i dont want to be stuck in a region of grey. 18:52
